Kiss My Sass

What I did for love

netteyap — Tue, 29 Nov 2011 05:54:24 +0000

To recover, I have to disappear.

Stuck like UHU glue

netteyap — Wed, 28 Sep 2011 12:46:55 +0000

Life’s been pretty crazy.

Four months of summer ended in a flash. I definitely didn’t make use of each and everyday like Phineas and Ferb did. haha. But i made pretty awesome friends through OCSP and internship at kayhian. (:

Oh btw, i’m officially entering med school!

Love my twin. (:

Things between us has changed and matured quite a bit the past few months. Even though i miss the crazy honeymoon moments, yes that includes the happy mushy romantic times and the many times i wanted to rip his head off his neck, i am definitely loving the new, more stable and peaceful us.

Over the past 1.5 years, he taught me many things. From the little superficial things like how to choose a house or a car to the scarier ( well to me it was extremely scary and painful ) stuff like how to control my temper and jealousy. I guess, overall, that boy is not THAT big of an idiot. In fact he’s actually rather smart! HAHA.

So here is one of Mark’s important life lesson.

‘ Relax! Don’t think so much!!!!!!!’

Broken

netteyap — Thu, 21 Jul 2011 04:23:27 +0000

I try to hold on, but it hurts to much.
I try to forgive but it’s not enough, to make it all okay.

I hate you as much as I love you.

So tell me, where do we go from here?

What would you do if you were me?

Black Hole

netteyap — Mon, 09 May 2011 13:21:03 +0000

A place where nothing, not even light, can escape.

It’s amazing how something so beautiful is nothing but a hollow hole of emptiness.
I guess, as time goes by, even emptiness wouldn’t seem that bad anymore.

void

Contentment

netteyap — Sat, 09 Apr 2011 17:22:45 +0000

In life, there are instances, perhaps too many instances, whereby we are too caught up in this chase to the finishing line. We fill our minds with the happiness we feel we can achieve at the end of the race and simply forget to pause and enjoy the race. We sacrifice so many things in life just for that ‘happiness’ we conjure up in our head. And than, when we finally finished the race, we look back and realize we are all alone. We’ve left everyone behind and there’s no one there to congratulate us, no one there to share our happiness. We realize, we are not as happy as we thought we would be.

After 13 years of chasing for that perfect A, and now that exams are in a days time, it feels natural to get wrapped up in this crazy pressure I have always put on myself and bury myself nose deep into my ( VERY THICK AND SCARY) notes. I mean, as chinese we are always brought up thinking we have to give in our all and get that first spot. That is normal, right? Well, think about it, that magna cum laude (?) is right there, within your reach and you know if you push yourself a little harder, work that extra hour, cram that extra page of notes into your brain, you can definitely grab it. But would it actually make your life complete?

Okay, I’m acting as though I didn’t study today. Which is a lie, i crammed as much as i could in a day. I’m not really sure what i’m feeling or trying to say now. But i guess, one day, when I can finally let go, all this angst and disgust in my actions would make more sense. And hopefully by than i’d be able to enjoy the race and the finishing line.

It’s always easy to say this, but nearly impossible to achieve: Slow down and appreciate life as it is. Be contented with life, because you can only live it once.

It’s always better to want what you have, than to have what you want.

Fear & Passion

netteyap — Sun, 27 Mar 2011 15:04:07 +0000

Sometimes I wonder where the passion went to.
Did it fade away and disappear? Or is it just hidden somewhere deep inside to prevent me from ever taking it out again. To prevent me from baring my soul to the pain i know it can bring me.

Yes i know. I’m a coward.

And you know what, cowards never win.

ONE!

netteyap — Sat, 26 Feb 2011 14:03:55 +0000

Day One: Ten things you want to do some day.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight qualities you think are awesome in other people.
Day Four: Seven (semi)interesting things you’ve pondered or thought about recently.
Day Five: Six things you are glad you did.
Day Six: Five books/movies/tv series/etc that you’d recommend
Day Seven: Four silly quirks
Day Eight: Three pet peeves
Day Nine: Two things for which you’re proud of yourself.
Day Ten: One secret plan

Im bored so i shall do a meme!

1. skydiving
2. bungee jumping!
3. bagpacking
4. Travel first class
5. play an actual duet with the boy on the flute and me on the piano
6. Trust & and NOT be jealous
7. Control my temper
8. Stop peeling my nails
9. Be able to cook
10. Be able to play a decent game of tennis

okay off to look at $$$. MACRO SUX ): Feels like ive been doing this all day ):

HELLO

netteyap — Sat, 08 Jan 2011 15:47:56 +0000

Hello hello!

I know we are 8 days into the new year but it’s never too late to draw up my new years resolution ( i think? )!

1. GPA of 3.7 ( A-)
2. Lost two kg
3. Exercise with the boy regularly ie. at least once a week
4. PARTICIPATE MORE IN CLASS
5. Wear contacts + sunblock everyday. (HAHA)
6. AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, keep my temper in check.

There you go, should be quite easy to achieve right?

Thanks to the people who helped me survive yet another year, and well, HELLO 2011. You’ve been great so far so KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK !

Boring post, well i guess ill post proper if something exciting happens. ( as if christmas and taiwan arent exciting enough HAHA ) “
* btw the boy did a ripoff from love actually for christmas. I almost slapped him for making me cry. HEH

Meet my new sweethearts! :

Ninth of December, Twenty Ten.

netteyap — Thu, 09 Dec 2010 15:36:13 +0000

Warning: The following post is probably going to be extremely gross and mushy. People who hates feeling like they are melting into a puddle of mass on the floor or hates seeing others happy should stop reading right… NOW.

Okay, I’m going to post this so i remember this day forever. (: I’m still feeling all mashed up and gooey inside so pardon the bimbotic language.

The boy just had guard duty yesterday and I thought after I touched down at one I could visit him at his place cos he would be having guard rest. BUT, he told me he had a lesson at 3 and had to stay back at keat hong ( which is freaking at cck ) for some admin stuff till 730. ): ): ): Imagine my disappointment and sulky face. ):

I knew he had the car, so I was waiting to hitch a ride from him to his place. The meeting point was supposedly at botanics, but the annoying boy texted at 710 saying he cannot make it in time and asked me to cab over. Another round of ): ): ): ): .

Anyway when I reached his place, all the cars were alr in the house, and i was thinking !?!?!?! THAT IDIOT DIDNT WANT TO FETCH ME!!!! Either ways, he came out in his boho outfit and brought me upstairs to his room. The entire room was pitch black except for four candles on his study table which surrounded a remote that controlled his curtains. ( Yes that boy has automatic curtains ). So anyway i stood there thinking what in the world can this boy be possibly up to when he asked me to open the curtains. Guess what was behind the curtains!

It was….

A candle light dinner! Normally the balcony is empty so its amazing how the boy brought up a table, two chairs and many many candles! PLUS his room is on the third floor! So yes, i thought i was dreaming, or maybe i died in a car/plane crash and i was in heaven. Either ways, my jaw pretty much fell to the ground.

Than the boy was super cute! He switched on some romantic music ( ie oldies ) and led me to the balcony, pulled out my chair for me and asked me to sit (: Before i could recover from that shock, he left the room and came back with minestrone soup and bread.

Apparently, after guard duty, he didn’t even sleep! He went home to set up the table and everything AND he cooked an entire meal for the both of us!

The meal consisted of minestrone soup and bread:

and a main course of wagyu beef steak, egg, rice and steamed vegetables! YUM!

The view and table setting!

And whats a candlelight meal without good wine! Its really quite nice, i usually hate shiraz but this is actually palatable.

I didn’t bring a camera PLUS i was trying to enjoy and soak up the night so i didnt take much photos.

During dinner the boy left the table (yet again) and he came back, knelt on the floor ( :OOOOO ) and gave me a bracelet! He kept saying he was sorry cos he couldn’t afford the Tiffany charm bracelet. That silly boy, I’d be happy with whatever he gave me! Especially after seeing all the effort he put into his gifts! (:

The silly boy was extremely cute throughout dinner. He kept relighting the candles to make sure the atmosphere was perfect. He prepared two CDs for us to listen to whilst dining. He didn’t know how much wine to pour and poured me an ENTIRE glass of wine! (:

At the end of dinner he raised his ( water) glass and asked ‘Together, forever?’ (: (:

And than he invited me to a dance! (: It wasn’t exactly dancing, more like swaying to the music but it was the perfect end to the perfect dinner planned by the perfect boy. (:

For a block of wood, he really can be crazy romantic and blow me off my feet. (: Im literally brimming with happiness as i type this!

Love that silly boy!!! (:

Okay I better go upload the photos on facebook. His army friend aka cooking teacher who taught him how to cook the steak wants to see if the dinner was a success. Plus he says ” you better upload so the other boys will know they can never beat me and I’m the best for you.” haha cute!!! Hopefully I don’t look/sound so obnoxious on facebook and no one will hate me! But seriously, no one and nothing can dampen my mood now! (;

Eight

netteyap — Mon, 29 Nov 2010 07:59:55 +0000

Day eight: A song to match your mood.

Banana pancakes by Jack Johnson.

The slow lazy rhythm matches my ‘ i dont want to study i just want to laze in bed mood’ PLUS it’s actually raining right now! Now, having the boy besides me now would make the world and the song a little ( A HELL LOT ) more beautiful.

I want a duffy and shellie may bear!!! They are mickey and minnie’s love bears! haha so cute! (: Too bad its only sold in one place in the entire world. BAHH. ):